Tanya Hati (:

Tuhan tolonglah

Hapus dia dari hatiku

Kini semua percuma

Tak kan mungkin terjadi

Kisah cinta yang selalu aku banggakan

Kau hempas semua

Masa yang tercipta untukmu

Tanpa pernah melihat

Betapa ku mencoba

Jadi yang terbaik untuk dirimu

Oh mengapa tak bisa dirimu

Yang mencintaiku tulus dan apa adanya

Aku memang bukan manusia sempurna

Tapi ku layak dicinta karena ketulusan

Kini biarlah waktu yang jawab semua

Tanya hatiku..

I'm her :)

Tak pernah berhenti mencari cinta

Slalu saja ada yang tak kamu suka

Terlalu jauh engkau melihat

coba rasakan Yang ada di sekitarmu

Sesungguhnya dia ada didekatmu

Tapi kau tak pernah menyadari itu

Dia slalu menunggumu

untuk nyatakan cinta

Sesungguhnya dia adalah diriku

Lebih dari sekedar teman dekatmu

Berhentilah mencari

karena kau tlah menemukannya

Dia mungkin bukan manusia sempurna

Tapi dia selalu ada untukmu

memory..

hey hey, today is 13 May 2010..

4 more days is my mom's bday :)

looking forward to it..

on that day, supposed to be Marking day,

but i need to go to sch bcoz of Malay test, huff.

How pity I am.

sad :(

yesterday, I began my day with kaki gw keram pagi" pas bgn tdur!

ampun deh, ga nahan skitna..

hri itu ada Amaths P1 and art exam..

Amaths P1, astagaaa, ngerjain c bisa, cuma angkanya kok ane" ya?ahhah

hope that's the answer..

and art exam was awesome!

finished drawing in 2h30mins and could leave the hall earlier..

online and online and online when I got home ahahah..

cant live without you, laptop!

I love you too much :))

played so much ytd, kind of lazy to study for today's paper..

and today, I began my day with perut gw skit pagi" pas bgn tdur!

astagaaa, should I begin my day with those kind of things?

they are not welcomed and always nvr get the invitation cards from me!

huff, well, today's paper was perfectly okay, esp Amaths P2.

ahahah, it's damn easy if you did study for it..

it's just some of the questions were quite tricky, but it's manageable..

did it in 1h45mins and there was 45 mins left for me to check all over again..

hope that my wish come true :)

and, Dear careless mistake, please, don't ruin my mood, okay?

u can come during my class quiz or class test.. but don't this time!

ahahahah, I LOVE AMATHS, yyeeiyyy!

and I HATE MICROPHONE!

always makes me shock while doing the paper,

mau bkin gw kna spot jantung apa? ntar klo gw msuk RS, kn gwat jdi na!

ahahhaah..

phiiuuhh, today is almost done!

waiting for tmr..

and all the best for my last paper, Science P1..

Friday, 14 May 2010 @9am, I'm looking forward to it!

can shop, shop and shop with my dearest Angela :))

and bxa reunian ma ank" HUA jga..

I MISS YOU GUYS, esp Sec3c's student..

we hv to meet each other before June holiday wkwkwk!

okay, I shall stop here and will post again tomorrow!

bye people!

mystery..

9x - 7i > 3(3x - 7u)

Solve it in terms of i..

Solve it and tell me the answer :)

In fact, I'll be yours if you'll be mine (:

stay inside :)

oh my god, I was crying like hell last night..

ahahah, all because of Hachiko..

love you, babe :)

I think Hachiko is more worth than ppl yg gatau trima kasih..

somehow, it's true!

is it too obvious?

oh gosh, I hope not.

and I wanna stay like this, not moving forward and backward.

AHAHAH, gw t'llu egois kyk na.

no, I'm not :)

by the way, I'm planning to study History today.

tpi gatau deh bkal blaj pa kga.

bner' mls sumpah deh! gw gatau knapa kali ini gw jdi mls bgdh..

Oh God, pls help me!

gw pgn dpet nilai bgs, pgn bgdh..

pgn ngebanggain bonyok gw jga dgn ksi mreka hasil yg memuaskan,

tapi jujur kali ini kyk na gw gak bisa ngelakuin itu semua,

well, emang c wlopun gk blaj, gw msi bisa dpet B3.

But wad's the point in getting B3 if u can get A1?

of course, A1 tu lbh bgs drpd B3 la..

oh gosh, wad's happening to me??

I need some comments please!

for sure, humans gw uda melayang, gda hrpan bwd humans.

I admit that humans is my weakness, the worst subject ever!

tpi gw pgn maju trs, at least gw bisa pass th subject..

tapi gw gabisa, wlopun gw da blaj mati"an kyk org gila..

keep reading the same essay til i feel like huff dunno wad shit las!

gw capee skul dcni, gw capee.

gw pgn balik ke Indo, dcni gw bwaan na stres mlu..

gw nyaman dcna, tmn"na pun lbh asik, lbh pengertian, lbh gokil, lbh sgalanya..

by the way,

thanks for Xueqi..

she is the one who can at least understand me better than the rest..

dun gv ur POA, okay?

i know u can do it, just do your best..

Promise me, YOU HAVE TO STUDY POA FOR SURE!

if not, we break up ar? AHAHA!

thanks for Angela, my bestie, my darla,. eheheh.

she is the one who can fully understand me..

gw tau njel gw bawel ahaah, tpi u msi ttep tahan jga ma kebawelan gw yg dmen nanya non-stop ahahahh..

We had our time, darlaaa :)

goodluck for ur second last paper- pure geog and POA..

u definitely can do it!

and next, maybe it's you..

I hv nothing to write but really, inside my heart, I hv a lot of things to say :)

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.

Rindu..

Rindu..

kata yang sebenarnya gak bisa diungkapin dengan kata"

in fact, aku rindu dia..

Cinta is too strong but it represents if you really wanna be hers or his, isn't it?

yeah, it's true..

well, this feeling is killing me slowly :(

somehow, I hate being in love..

because LOVE can KILL people..

ahahahah..

omg, gw gatau klo ini bner ap gk..

it seems to be like just my imagination, not a real one..

i miss the time when we are only a PURE FRIENDS, gk sprt xkrg.

yeah, emang gk t'lalu jlas c, cma perasaan na uda bda xlo ktmu dy :(

jdi canggung! hiks..

byk p'tnyaan yg um dijwb n mgkn gk akn t'jwb..

does he really truly like me?

is he the one that always making me happy?

does he really wanna be with me?

gw gatau, time will gimme the answer..

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

you will be happy when you know who the person is, perhaps :)

you are you..

omg!

this blog seems dead AHAHAH!

long time never write again..

well, hey people..

i miss u guys by the way..

I HAVE A BIG SECRET!

i hv a relationship with ANXUEQI now!

ahahah, it's not a secret anymore since i tell you guys already :))

in Spore, she is the one that always cheers me up when I'm down,

keeps me a company when I was alone..

but, thanks for everything!

I LOVE YOU, really!

you should be happy right now, shouldn't you Xueqi?

tell you the truth, Mid-Year Exam is killing me..

I almost cried yesterday, so fed up!

don't you feel the same thing as mine? ahahah

you should! as we are couple now!

oh shit! I think I've gone crazy because of you wkwkwkwk!

well, it's fun.

by the way, you have been keep asking me about polar bear right?

I, myself, actually confused about that..

always feel something gone wrong if I never talk to him..

he seems to be so far from me ahahahah..

too good for me, perhaps..

AM I FALLING IN LOVE NOW?

I dun think so, it could be friends too.. TRUE FRIENDS!

how? you should gimme your thoughts.

I shall stop here..

ADVICE:
If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
~in Love.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
I fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else.
That's the lie I keeping telling myself.
I keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, I'm falling in love, perhaps.
I get so giddy when I meet his eyes,
But keep reminding myself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But I pretend that I don't care.
It's "not right" for both of us to be.

Is that why I hide it so no one can see?
But how long will I pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps my feelings I can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
My friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

but it's possible, perhaps..