tired..

i'm tired wif all of the problems that had happened in these few months..
started wif my studies, my frens, my feelings..
idk why..
i juz wanna ask..
does this blog only refer to my life in SPORE?
i should say, NO..
a big NO is the suitable ans..
this blog is referring to my entire life..
my prev life and this new life..
but, i thought sumtimes,,
i wrote blog juz made another ppl misunderstood here..
i'm tired..
i wanna go back to my prev life..
honestly,,
it's more interesting, more fun, more hpy, more and more..
more than this new life that i hv alr started..

i miss my parents there, MOM and DAD..
i miss my lil bro, EVANDER..
i miss my bez plend, EVA..
i miss all of my frens..
i miss all of my siblings..
i miss all of u, ppl in indo..

i juz didn't understand wif ppl in here..
SPOPREANS are different..
totally different..
in here, i can't feel wad is the meaning of true bez plend,
who cares me like wad my bez plend did there.
in here, i can't feel wad is the meaning of life,
which i can feel in indo wif all of happiness.
in here, i can't...
it's too many..
i juz wanna to say that..
this blog is referring to my whole life..
i can write abt my happiness, sadness, anythg..
angry, disappointed..
and
if i angry wif ppl,
it doesn't mean that i angry wif ppl in spore.
NO,
or may b that ppl feel like wad i hv wrote in my blog..
i also dun know.
but,
i juz wanna clarify,
IF i hate one of u, ppl in spore.
i'll not write in my blog damn big and obvious.
can u feel wad i feel when u said i hate u?
or i like u?
i juz wanna u understand that,
in my prev life,
i also hv many frens.
and..
i still keep in touch wif them..
so, plz
dun add in so many prob to me..
it's more than enough..