struggle..

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struggling wif my feeling..
confused wif my feeling..
i'm missing his position now..
inFRONTof me,, beside another girl..
his attention, attitude, conduct..
however,
likely, il mio migliore amico come lui..
am I need to kill this feeling which is just grow for a while in my life?

wad should I do?
nothing less nothing more..
juz keep it in my deepest heart..
and say gdbye for long distance that waiting for us..
bcoz, to me, it won't hpn..
i juz waiting for a miracle to prepare it..
noone will understand this,
NOBODY..