ByME

Jikalau kubisa mencurahkan

isi hatiku untukmu

Jikalau kamupun tahu

betapa lelahnya hatiku menunggu

belai manja

canda tawa

kecup sayang

salam kasih

kenangan pahit yang tersisa

yang terpancar dari dirimu

namun kupendam rasa

kar'na ingin melihatmu bahagia

jalani saja apa yang kau pilih

jangan hiraukan diriku

DAN

semestinya aku pun tak banyak berharap

untuk miliki dirimu sepenuhnya

Yang kutahu cinta itu indah,

benarkah?

Hadirlah dalam mimpiku(:

FromME

Bukan sekali, aku alami

Getaranmu menyentuhku

Tidak berhenti, mencari-cari

Untuk bisa milikimu

Mencoba bisa melawan

Tetapi semakin tertawan

Kujatuh cinta,

Jatuh untuk kesekian kalinya

cintai kamu

Terlanjur cinta, terlanjur aku inginkan cintamu

Tergila-gila memujamu

Tanpa batas waktu

ToYOU

MeYou..

FromMe

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you

What about now?

What about today?

What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it’s too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace

Shadows fade into the light

I am by your side,

Where love will find you

Now that we’re here,

Now that we’ve come this far,

Just hold on

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours.

ToYou

mine and yours

yuhuu, people..

i'm back!

with O level just exactly one week away, I still happily go online and...

never study!

*sigh* to myself!

well well well..

I can't wait to be back!

and most importantly, cant wait for O levels to be over!!

Has it ever crossed your mind..

When we're hanging, spending time together?

Are we just friends? Is there more?

do I miss you?

Yes, I do.

do I like you?

Yes, I do.

do I hate you?

I really do.

do I love you?

I can't answer this.

Is it really just another crush?

Perhaps.

I know this crush ain't going away.

he's mine, not yours (:

somewhere down the road..

We had the right love
At the wrong time
Guess I always knew inside
I wouldn't have you for a long time

Those dreams of yours
Are shining on distant shores
And if they're calling you away
I have no right to make you stay

But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
Will come to see
That you belong with me

Sometimes good-byes are not forever
It doesn't matter if you're gone
I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think I can
You have to go out on your own
So you can find your way back home

Letting go is just another way to say

I'll always love you so

naturally..

hey guys.

i'm back here.

loves my Saturday.

spending my day at home is actually not bad at all.

doing my hwks *oops!* arvie didn't do this usually haha!

listening to the music crazily (:

oh gosh, I can't help but to pretend.

I hope I can.

I don't know how long it will be.

well, I wish it doesn't last long.

I want my freedom so badly ):

I can't differentiate them, though.

gonna find a way to integrate it or perhaps, find a solution!

HAHA!

How you choose to express yourself
Its all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally.

You follow what you feel inside,
It's intuitive, you don't have to try,
It comes naturally.

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning,
And I love the way you know who you are,
And to me it's exciting,
When you know it's meant to be,
Everything comes naturally,
It comes naturally,
When you're with me baby,
Everything comes naturally,
It comes naturally.

You have a way of moving me,
A force of nature, your energy,
It comes naturally,

When we collide, sparks fly
When you look in my eyes,
it takes my breath.
Everything baby comes naturally.

no idea..

hey peeps,

akhirnya ngeblog lg nh stlh skian lama off.

haha..

well, i have no idea how it is actually goin' on..

can someone 'rephrase' it?

oh man! no one can as no one knows about it.

it's pretty tough to get going, perhaps.

school, nowadays, continues to make me crazy, as usual.

english - 8 more days to my oral O level exam.

MT - 6 more days to get my O level result.

(hope I can get what I'm aiming for)

Emaths - keep it up, girl.

Amaths - you need some practices.

Combined Science - you have to start revising, babe..

Combined Humanities - buck up!! ):

(i'm really lazy to memorize those essays)

ART - I'm gonna kick you out from my life!

(hope Mr Chan will approve!)

and 73 more days to Os.

it will end very soon, Arviana (:

you can do it and put your best effort to make it true!

hey you (:

I'm sure, 100% surely,

you did forget that I was even alive.

I'm invisible, perhaps.

it's kinda hurt when you say it but you just prove if you are not.

last thing that I can say,

goodbye.

Tanya Hati (:

Tuhan tolonglah

Hapus dia dari hatiku

Kini semua percuma

Tak kan mungkin terjadi

Kisah cinta yang selalu aku banggakan

Kau hempas semua

Masa yang tercipta untukmu

Tanpa pernah melihat

Betapa ku mencoba

Jadi yang terbaik untuk dirimu

Oh mengapa tak bisa dirimu

Yang mencintaiku tulus dan apa adanya

Aku memang bukan manusia sempurna

Tapi ku layak dicinta karena ketulusan

Kini biarlah waktu yang jawab semua

Tanya hatiku..

I'm her :)

Tak pernah berhenti mencari cinta

Slalu saja ada yang tak kamu suka

Terlalu jauh engkau melihat

coba rasakan Yang ada di sekitarmu

Sesungguhnya dia ada didekatmu

Tapi kau tak pernah menyadari itu

Dia slalu menunggumu

untuk nyatakan cinta

Sesungguhnya dia adalah diriku

Lebih dari sekedar teman dekatmu

Berhentilah mencari

karena kau tlah menemukannya

Dia mungkin bukan manusia sempurna

Tapi dia selalu ada untukmu

memory..

hey hey, today is 13 May 2010..

4 more days is my mom's bday :)

looking forward to it..

on that day, supposed to be Marking day,

but i need to go to sch bcoz of Malay test, huff.

How pity I am.

sad :(

yesterday, I began my day with kaki gw keram pagi" pas bgn tdur!

ampun deh, ga nahan skitna..

hri itu ada Amaths P1 and art exam..

Amaths P1, astagaaa, ngerjain c bisa, cuma angkanya kok ane" ya?ahhah

hope that's the answer..

and art exam was awesome!

finished drawing in 2h30mins and could leave the hall earlier..

online and online and online when I got home ahahah..

cant live without you, laptop!

I love you too much :))

played so much ytd, kind of lazy to study for today's paper..

and today, I began my day with perut gw skit pagi" pas bgn tdur!

astagaaa, should I begin my day with those kind of things?

they are not welcomed and always nvr get the invitation cards from me!

huff, well, today's paper was perfectly okay, esp Amaths P2.

ahahah, it's damn easy if you did study for it..

it's just some of the questions were quite tricky, but it's manageable..

did it in 1h45mins and there was 45 mins left for me to check all over again..

hope that my wish come true :)

and, Dear careless mistake, please, don't ruin my mood, okay?

u can come during my class quiz or class test.. but don't this time!

ahahahah, I LOVE AMATHS, yyeeiyyy!

and I HATE MICROPHONE!

always makes me shock while doing the paper,

mau bkin gw kna spot jantung apa? ntar klo gw msuk RS, kn gwat jdi na!

ahahhaah..

phiiuuhh, today is almost done!

waiting for tmr..

and all the best for my last paper, Science P1..

Friday, 14 May 2010 @9am, I'm looking forward to it!

can shop, shop and shop with my dearest Angela :))

and bxa reunian ma ank" HUA jga..

I MISS YOU GUYS, esp Sec3c's student..

we hv to meet each other before June holiday wkwkwk!

okay, I shall stop here and will post again tomorrow!

bye people!

mystery..

9x - 7i > 3(3x - 7u)

Solve it in terms of i..

Solve it and tell me the answer :)

In fact, I'll be yours if you'll be mine (:

stay inside :)

oh my god, I was crying like hell last night..

ahahah, all because of Hachiko..

love you, babe :)

I think Hachiko is more worth than ppl yg gatau trima kasih..

somehow, it's true!

is it too obvious?

oh gosh, I hope not.

and I wanna stay like this, not moving forward and backward.

AHAHAH, gw t'llu egois kyk na.

no, I'm not :)

by the way, I'm planning to study History today.

tpi gatau deh bkal blaj pa kga.

bner' mls sumpah deh! gw gatau knapa kali ini gw jdi mls bgdh..

Oh God, pls help me!

gw pgn dpet nilai bgs, pgn bgdh..

pgn ngebanggain bonyok gw jga dgn ksi mreka hasil yg memuaskan,

tapi jujur kali ini kyk na gw gak bisa ngelakuin itu semua,

well, emang c wlopun gk blaj, gw msi bisa dpet B3.

But wad's the point in getting B3 if u can get A1?

of course, A1 tu lbh bgs drpd B3 la..

oh gosh, wad's happening to me??

I need some comments please!

for sure, humans gw uda melayang, gda hrpan bwd humans.

I admit that humans is my weakness, the worst subject ever!

tpi gw pgn maju trs, at least gw bisa pass th subject..

tapi gw gabisa, wlopun gw da blaj mati"an kyk org gila..

keep reading the same essay til i feel like huff dunno wad shit las!

gw capee skul dcni, gw capee.

gw pgn balik ke Indo, dcni gw bwaan na stres mlu..

gw nyaman dcna, tmn"na pun lbh asik, lbh pengertian, lbh gokil, lbh sgalanya..

by the way,

thanks for Xueqi..

she is the one who can at least understand me better than the rest..

dun gv ur POA, okay?

i know u can do it, just do your best..

Promise me, YOU HAVE TO STUDY POA FOR SURE!

if not, we break up ar? AHAHA!

thanks for Angela, my bestie, my darla,. eheheh.

she is the one who can fully understand me..

gw tau njel gw bawel ahaah, tpi u msi ttep tahan jga ma kebawelan gw yg dmen nanya non-stop ahahahh..

We had our time, darlaaa :)

goodluck for ur second last paper- pure geog and POA..

u definitely can do it!

and next, maybe it's you..

I hv nothing to write but really, inside my heart, I hv a lot of things to say :)

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.

Rindu..

Rindu..

kata yang sebenarnya gak bisa diungkapin dengan kata"

in fact, aku rindu dia..

Cinta is too strong but it represents if you really wanna be hers or his, isn't it?

yeah, it's true..

well, this feeling is killing me slowly :(

somehow, I hate being in love..

because LOVE can KILL people..

ahahahah..

omg, gw gatau klo ini bner ap gk..

it seems to be like just my imagination, not a real one..

i miss the time when we are only a PURE FRIENDS, gk sprt xkrg.

yeah, emang gk t'lalu jlas c, cma perasaan na uda bda xlo ktmu dy :(

jdi canggung! hiks..

byk p'tnyaan yg um dijwb n mgkn gk akn t'jwb..

does he really truly like me?

is he the one that always making me happy?

does he really wanna be with me?

gw gatau, time will gimme the answer..

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

you will be happy when you know who the person is, perhaps :)

you are you..

omg!

this blog seems dead AHAHAH!

long time never write again..

well, hey people..

i miss u guys by the way..

I HAVE A BIG SECRET!

i hv a relationship with ANXUEQI now!

ahahah, it's not a secret anymore since i tell you guys already :))

in Spore, she is the one that always cheers me up when I'm down,

keeps me a company when I was alone..

but, thanks for everything!

I LOVE YOU, really!

you should be happy right now, shouldn't you Xueqi?

tell you the truth, Mid-Year Exam is killing me..

I almost cried yesterday, so fed up!

don't you feel the same thing as mine? ahahah

you should! as we are couple now!

oh shit! I think I've gone crazy because of you wkwkwkwk!

well, it's fun.

by the way, you have been keep asking me about polar bear right?

I, myself, actually confused about that..

always feel something gone wrong if I never talk to him..

he seems to be so far from me ahahahah..

too good for me, perhaps..

AM I FALLING IN LOVE NOW?

I dun think so, it could be friends too.. TRUE FRIENDS!

how? you should gimme your thoughts.

I shall stop here..

ADVICE:
If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
~in Love.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
I fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else.
That's the lie I keeping telling myself.
I keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, I'm falling in love, perhaps.
I get so giddy when I meet his eyes,
But keep reminding myself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But I pretend that I don't care.
It's "not right" for both of us to be.

Is that why I hide it so no one can see?
But how long will I pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps my feelings I can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
My friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...

but it's possible, perhaps..

keep waiting :)

HI ppl, long time nvr write again in this blog..
my last post is written by me about 7 weeks ago..
huh, such a long period..
well, on 22 dec, i came back from my dearest hometown..
enjoyed my holiday alot at there..
went back to indonesia means 'welcome to my distressful world' while came back to singapore means 'welcome to my stressful world' as i'll face my O lvl on 2010..
huff, after i'd reached here, as usual, arranged my cupboard, put all my old and new things and i realised that i hv so many things, ended up with putting all my new things inside my luggage coz there's no place to put in..
not forgetting to transfer all my photos and songs to my laptop and upload it to facebook as my mom keep asking me to do it, esp the photos that we took while we were in jogja..

23.12.2009 - one week before my bday :)
wake up at 9am, had my breakfast and bathed..
and, did u know what I do?
I'M GOING TO IRON ALL OF MY CLOTHES :(
yeah, within 1 hr+, i could finish it..
tired . tired . tired :(
but, at least, i've done sth useful :)
moved to do amaths, OMG., it's quite dfcult..
there's 10Q and i only did 3Q..
ahahahah, so boring..
youtube's time, watched a lot of video then took a nap til 6pm..
listened to the mucis for a while then went bath..
had my dinner, moved to chem, did 2 photocopies of hw after that, i did malay hw and left the dialog part..

for 24.12.2009's post, i'll post it later :)
going to do sth now, see u guys later..
at night, maybe?

byE :)

delighted :)

ytd, Saturday..
well, i hv slept for almost 12 hrs..hahaha, yeah, it was like a baby..
finally, this was my first time to go out on Sat since long time nvr go out alr..
ahahahah..
supposed to meet XH and Dewi as they wanted to study Amaths,
but Xh couldn't make it..
as a result, only Dewi who came to yew tee and we went to mac, studied there..
and..huff..we ended up by eating ice cream and Dewi only did one Amath quest.,
ahhaha, so ridiculous..
we got bored, so we decided to go to Jurong Point in Boon Lay..
yeah, abt 2pm, we left yew tee..
went around there, nothing to do..same, we felt very bored..
we ate at KFC to make us happier..ahhaha
after that, i bought ice cream again, huff.
it was the second time i bought it on that day..ahhhah
ermm, after that, we found fair price as I wanted to buy green tea..
yeah, we found it..it was inside the market place, yeah, maybe, we could call that..
ahhahaah, ermm, we only bought one bottle of green tea but needed to wait so long..
huff, tired sia..
then, we moved on to the shop by shop, in and out.
Dewi wanted to buy wallet and we found wallet's shop..
omigod! all of the wallets are damn nice! ;)
unfortunately, Dewi had no enough money, so she couldn't buy it..
went home to yewtee again and asked for my w995 price..
quite shocked as the price was so damn cheap for that size..
i mean got 8MP camera, Wifi, memory 8GB, yeah and all those stuff..
the original price was $698, but because of singtel's weekly promotion, so i could get it with $607.. so damn hpy..
and the promotion ended soon..
quickly went home and asked my parents whether i could buy the phone or not..
and they said YES..ahhahaah..


2day, Sunday..
well, wake up so early in the morning as today i wanna buy the phone,.
yeah, couldn't wait for it..ahhaahha
erm, glad to hear that my aunt could accompany me to buy it..
ahahah, yeah..
around 10.45am, we left the house..
reached yewtee point but singtel hvn't opened yet..
so, needed to wait for 10mins, i think.
huff..
it opened! and we quickly went in to the shop and asked this and that..
yeah, when i wanted to buy the phone, the color of the phone that I wanted was not there, so I decided to pay the phone first and went to another Singtel's branch to collect my phone..
yeah, my aunt also bought new phone, it was LG ARENA,, damn cool..
but i like my w995 most..ahahah Sony Ericsson Lovers!
straight away to Noth Point in Yishun to collect my phone.
yeah,, went back again, of course.
went to phone's shop coz i needed to buy Top Up card and phone protection..
yeah, its costed me $20.5
nvm, it was quite okay..
back home, quitely ate my lunch as I was damn hungry..ahahhaa
after that, opened my cute laptop.ahhaha..
coz i needed to transfer all of the songs, videos and pictures to my w995..
hahhh..and i'm done with it..
now, i'm browsing, again, to find theme for my phone..
have a nice day to find theme, Rv! :)
as usual, blogging ( i'm doing it right now), fb-ing, listening to the music and yeah, that's it..
ahahahahah..

time to off,,
this is the end of my story abt this 2 days..
damn hpy for it :)
senangnya :) !

bridging programme will start tomorrow!
good luck, Rv!

hv fun!

i had so much fun ytd although i was sick..
huff..headache made me felt like dying..and like it was gonna burn my brain out..
we continued to watch STARDUST, it was nice!
Mr Bean, watched it also..
we also continued to watch FACING THE GIANTS..
omigod! i felt like nowadays, our sch turned to be a theater..ahhahah
every period, we used to watch movie..
and we watched at least 3 movies per day in this week..ahaahh
after sch, we had to attend ecareers course, quite fun..
and still, i couldn't sign in to www.ecareers.sg
huff..yeah, i'm tired of it., i was complaining this matter to the teacher in charge in the entire year 2009, but i got nothing in return..
well, that teacher also tired of complaining to MOE coz of this matter..hahaah
and surprisingly, my form teacher said that i was in 1st place again in class.
yeah, damn hpy bcoz of it..
went home, of course.
sumthing happened when i was in bus stop with XQ.
XQ kept pulling me towards bus stop as she wanted to take bus and I wanted to walk to MRT..and I kept pulling me away, as far as I could..ahahhaha
yeah, i won! we walked to MRT..

today, Friday..
supposed to be our last day of sch..but, it didn't..
finally, i could see my report book,
i got two A1s, three B3s, one B4 and one C6..
and i got a small gift from my form and co-form teacher..
ppl who know me, definitely know wad subject which I got As, Bs and C..
after getting back our result slip, the entire sec 3 level needed to go to spectrum..
well, unexpectedly, we kena scolded by PE's teacher coz of our attitude, appearance and all those stuff as a senior for sec 1s and sec 2s..
maybe, we should deserve it, esp for some stds who really always did their mistakes again and again..
back to class again, some ppl talked abt their result, some were hpy, some were sad, some even slept, some read a books, some laughed, yeah, etcetera..
10am, went to MT class..watched a movie for the second time erm i forgot the title..
10.45 went down for recess..
and we had spring cleaning for the whole level after recess..
it was some kind of fun, hahahaah. yes!

next monday is our first bridging programme..
and here are the list/time table :
Mon.dae, 2/11 - Emath and MT
Tues.dae, 3/11 - Chem and MT
Wednes.dae, 4/11 - Phy and MT
Thurs.dae, 5/11 - EMath and MT
Fri.dae, 6/11 - SS and Chem
Mon.dae, 9/11 - Eng and Chem
Tues.dae, 10/11 - Phy and Eng
Wednes.dae, 11/11 - Phy and Amath
Thurs.dae, 12/11 - Chem and SS
Fri.dae, 13/11 - Amath and Phy

yeah, that's it..

I keep hoping that XQ won't drop her Amath as XH will carry on hers positively..

' no star will shine with a broken heart '

waitin',.

to.dae is wednes.dae..
yeah, the third day of this week, the last week of sch for sec 1 and sec 2..
supposed to be for sec 3E also..
but, we have bridging programme which is compulsory for everyone who is promoted to sec 4E to attend to..and it takes 2 weeks long..
so, my last day of sch is Fri.dae, 13 Nov 09..
and 14Nov09 which is my dearest lovely friend's bday, Angela Winahyugati Tinar Putri, I'll go back to Indonesia..
the next day is my bestFRIEND ever's one, Eva Amin's bday..
obviously I'm so hpy..can meet my big fams and all of my friends there..
it's a longHOLIDAY..

well, my day started with morning-assembly, as usual..
sat in the parade square with xueqi, beside me..
we were really damn busy for handmade bday present..
kept fouling and fouling paper..
for me, i fouled crane, XQ fouled star and lastly, XH fouled heart..
well, crane is..okay..it's easy to foul. but it's too many steps to make it perfect..
and star is like damn very very easy, really..
heart, ermm, quite okay ba..
and surprisingly, we made it more than half of the bottle already, hpy with that..
we shall finish it by tomorrow..
moved on to class, Maths was first double period..
we watched movie while mdm Tan was calling up the name one by one who failed Amath, talked and discussed abt dropping the subject with them..
hope that XQ and XH won't drop amath, i'll help u guys, eh..
next was physics, watched movie again, Mr. Bean..hhaahha
PE, did nothing as no teacher in charge,
so we could choose whether wanted to go recess or stay in class..
probably, ppl chose to go for recess while XQ and I were, still, staying in class, busy with our own thing to foul the paper..
aaahhahah..
RECESS ended by 11.30am
continued to SS, yeah, we watched movie again..ahhaha
HOME ALONE 3, it was so funny, and actually i had watched this movie more than 3 times..
ahhaahah, but, still, i kept laughing with XQ..like siao..

lastly, sch ended by 1pm..
straight went home..
no slacking 2.dae hahaha..
ermm,, and at home, i did watch again, HOT BLOOD ep 4, korean drama..
checked my email, fb-ed, played game, and again, i fouled the paper, and now, i'm done with it..

shall end here (:

bye :) !!

i keep waitin' for my fri.dae

treat and trick..

hi bloggers, haahah..
to.dae needed to report to sch at 9am..
yeah, could wake up at 7am..yeiy!
first was english, double period..
huff, same thing, we did nothing, no lesson..
just sat and talked with my friends..
ahahah, played some games and that's it..
it was totally boring, and make things up by so called 'fighting with xueqi', using highlighter,,
ahhaahah.. SO DAMN FUN!
moved on to Amath, yeah, no lesson, AGAIN..
and we watched movie - STARDUST with CMT ppl..
released by 1pm, went straight to causeways, ate pizza hut..
thx to JiaXu for ur treat..
ahhaahah..
after eating, the same thing, we made so called ' new spice ' for pasta..
the ingredients are coke, cheese, pepper, tomato-sauce-pasta and got 1 thing again, shall not mention here coz it is XH, XQ and my secret of making this new recipe..hahah
and it looked nice..hahah..not even looks like disgusting..^^
then we walked around, finding someone's bday present and we found it..
yeah, XH, XQ and me wanna make it looks like or maybe we can say 'handmake' thing..
hahaah..went to popular also to find the material..hahah
while we were waiting msian ppl to go back to msia, we went to mac, sat there and started to do our 'handmake' bday present..ahahah
and I BOUGHT AN ICE CREAM AGAIN!! hohohoh

went home,,ahahah
watched autumn's concerto ep 4, fb-ing, chat, checked my email, played some games on fb..
hahaah..and others..it's too many..

and now, i'm starting to make 'handmade-bday-present' thing..
XQ, XH and I have our part of making this bday present..
and i guarantee u all that XQ and XH also doing their part now,.
ahahahahh

nothing :(

Sun.day, 25 October 09
I supposed to wake up at 7.30am coz i was planning to attend the first mass at 9.45am..
but, i'm too lazy, so, i attended the second one..
and yes, it was raining, heavy rain..
I reached there in wet condition, huff..irritating :(
well, I supposed not to lazy next time or else, i'll wet, again..
after mass, I went to City Hall as i wanna buy air-ticket to go back to indonesia.. (:
and, I..get lost there..ahahah..sounds stupid, yeah, a bit..
getting lost as I chose the wrong direction..i took the left side from Exit B City Hall MRT..
should be right side,,ahhaah..I wasted for maybe 15mins due to my wrong direction..
finally, reached Lion Air branch, booked a ticket and the ticket was surprisingly cheaper than i thought before..hahaahh
hpy with that..
went back home after it, as usual, i bought waffle before I'd left yew tee MRT..
ahahahah..

to.day, 26 October 09
oh shit, it was like hell..
went to sch but did nothing..
why do we suppose to come to sch when we do nothing for it??
it was so damn bloody hell boring, u know..
first period should be ART..
wad the hell..i knew that we had nothing for ART since we had finished for EOY exam,
but, it was like..huff..it's only 3 ppl who came to class..
the rest were all watching the semi final inter-class soccer games..
and me? it's like.. I felt stranded in a strange school..
huff..yeah, since my best friends were in their own world..
XH went for NE, XQ went for POA class.. and me? supposed to go for ART class..
but yeah, i did nothing..
and just sat outside the classroom and read a book..
okay, i kept complaining and complaining non-stop..
i miss indonesia's sch a lot, really..
it was a big freedom and holiday after our EOY exam had ended..
in here? it's like really" hell when every teacher that came to our class said, " it's free period right now and u all can do your own thing, "
so, wad's the point to go to sch?
for sleeping? yeah, it is..
next, MT class.,watched movie..
and RECESS TIME..
it's boring to wait for her, she took so long to come down from 3ASP in 4th floor to 3ITG in3rd floor..
i felt so pissed off..can't u think how I wait? or do u think i'm ur maid or ur baby-sitter who can wait for u everytime and anytime u want to take?
i was like really" damn stupid, walked here and there..
some more, being ignored is wad i hate the most..when she with her friends, well, she'll forget all the surrounding..I totally felt huff..i'm tired! ): it goes not only me..
or maybe I don't understand u better, but, can u also understand me?
i'm tired to always understand u, accompanied u where u went when u asked me..
then can u just do it as my favor to understand me?
well, maybe i should just go down and eat by myself or join renuka and belvina since they welcomed me..
yeah, couldn't stand it anymore, i just went to renuka's table in canteen and joined them, since she also didn't want to eat, so there will be no problem or else i would eat alone between her and her friends..
well, had a nice recess time with bel and renuka..
laughed bcoz of the movie thing..haahah
and they invited me to eat lunch together right after sch..
sch ended by 12.15, just went to KFC and ate our lunch..

lastly, went home!

being ignored is hurtful.. now, I'm understand (:
yeah, i shall just depend on myself..
i also dun want to interupt anybody's problem..
esp their privacy,,
hhaahah, it's no need to ask this and that or if, u wanna get close with that person?
or, u just wanna take their sympathy so they will be ur friends?
ahahah, so pity..
i'm not that kind of people :)
thx God for makin me understand very well myself coz sum ppl in this world can't even understand themselves and ended by nothing..

AND what i just said above were all

TRUTH . FACT . REALITY