nothing :(

Sun.day, 25 October 09
I supposed to wake up at 7.30am coz i was planning to attend the first mass at 9.45am..
but, i'm too lazy, so, i attended the second one..
and yes, it was raining, heavy rain..
I reached there in wet condition, huff..irritating :(
well, I supposed not to lazy next time or else, i'll wet, again..
after mass, I went to City Hall as i wanna buy air-ticket to go back to indonesia.. (:
and, I..get lost there..ahahah..sounds stupid, yeah, a bit..
getting lost as I chose the wrong direction..i took the left side from Exit B City Hall MRT..
should be right side,,ahhaah..I wasted for maybe 15mins due to my wrong direction..
finally, reached Lion Air branch, booked a ticket and the ticket was surprisingly cheaper than i thought before..hahaahh
hpy with that..
went back home after it, as usual, i bought waffle before I'd left yew tee MRT..
ahahahah..

to.day, 26 October 09
oh shit, it was like hell..
went to sch but did nothing..
why do we suppose to come to sch when we do nothing for it??
it was so damn bloody hell boring, u know..
first period should be ART..
wad the hell..i knew that we had nothing for ART since we had finished for EOY exam,
but, it was like..huff..it's only 3 ppl who came to class..
the rest were all watching the semi final inter-class soccer games..
and me? it's like.. I felt stranded in a strange school..
huff..yeah, since my best friends were in their own world..
XH went for NE, XQ went for POA class.. and me? supposed to go for ART class..
but yeah, i did nothing..
and just sat outside the classroom and read a book..
okay, i kept complaining and complaining non-stop..
i miss indonesia's sch a lot, really..
it was a big freedom and holiday after our EOY exam had ended..
in here? it's like really" hell when every teacher that came to our class said, " it's free period right now and u all can do your own thing, "
so, wad's the point to go to sch?
for sleeping? yeah, it is..
next, MT class.,watched movie..
and RECESS TIME..
it's boring to wait for her, she took so long to come down from 3ASP in 4th floor to 3ITG in3rd floor..
i felt so pissed off..can't u think how I wait? or do u think i'm ur maid or ur baby-sitter who can wait for u everytime and anytime u want to take?
i was like really" damn stupid, walked here and there..
some more, being ignored is wad i hate the most..when she with her friends, well, she'll forget all the surrounding..I totally felt huff..i'm tired! ): it goes not only me..
or maybe I don't understand u better, but, can u also understand me?
i'm tired to always understand u, accompanied u where u went when u asked me..
then can u just do it as my favor to understand me?
well, maybe i should just go down and eat by myself or join renuka and belvina since they welcomed me..
yeah, couldn't stand it anymore, i just went to renuka's table in canteen and joined them, since she also didn't want to eat, so there will be no problem or else i would eat alone between her and her friends..
well, had a nice recess time with bel and renuka..
laughed bcoz of the movie thing..haahah
and they invited me to eat lunch together right after sch..
sch ended by 12.15, just went to KFC and ate our lunch..

lastly, went home!

being ignored is hurtful.. now, I'm understand (:
yeah, i shall just depend on myself..
i also dun want to interupt anybody's problem..
esp their privacy,,
hhaahah, it's no need to ask this and that or if, u wanna get close with that person?
or, u just wanna take their sympathy so they will be ur friends?
ahahah, so pity..
i'm not that kind of people :)
thx God for makin me understand very well myself coz sum ppl in this world can't even understand themselves and ended by nothing..

AND what i just said above were all

TRUTH . FACT . REALITY