AweSOME!

ytd was holiday..
yeah, staying at home is the right way as my leg was in pain!
nothing, but for me, it was extraordinary as for the first time, i could talk a lot with my cousins and her famz..kind of 'mendekatkan jurang antara saudara-mara'..
haahhah..we bcame closer and closer and it's NICE!

today was :) and :(
:( as i failed my english paper 2..
failed, failed and failed..it always english, english and english, AGAIN!
wanna screw the paper up as i really couldn't deserve of getting, okay, it's not a single digit, i got double digit but yeah, not even to reach twenties out of fifty..
huff, i've to be seemed strong as actually i'm not..
laughing with my friends is the best way to forget all those things, well, i could understand that my two bestfriends also got the same, tried to cheer them up and yeah, that's it..
cheering them up and not forgetting myself, i thought it was a MUST to make us cool down..
we've to move on as our life also goes on and our entire life, i shall say, can't depend on english..although to make us be promoted to sec 4, English is super duper damn important!
i'm still waiting for my paper 1 and oral exam..hope can pull my marks up and definitely, i really hope can pass my overall English's percentage..

:) as finally my emath paper 1 was back..
well, quite disappointed to myself as this time round, i really didn't do well..
a lot of careless mistakes, again, again and again..
i'm tired of it, sick of it..
tried to find some marks to gain my overall percentage..hahaha..some, i got it..
and, when i talked to mdm tan..she was like..
she said, " Rv, what happen to ur amath? before setting the paper and checking ur paper, i expect u to get more than 90%, at least 90%..yeah, u do so many careless mistake which make u lost so many marks on it, "
aarrrkkhh, and i was like..
I said, " yeah, i expect it too, but, no time and i really do so many careless mistake, same goes to my emaths..i've no improvement at all..even i...DECREASED in terms of my grade compared to mid year exam, "
oh no!! then she only like calm myself down by saying that I still hv a chance to make it better..
:) as i pass my chem..
it's not that bad..although only pass by 2.5 marks..
considered as flying colour for me..ahah..as i'm not good at it..
i'm surely understand and just dun want to force myself as this year is my first year taking chemistry and i nvr studied abt it in indonesia..maybe i could call it as 'ALIEN subject'..
hahah, yeah, for me not for u guys who hv studied this before in sec 1 and 2..
maybe some stupid mistakes were made by me..nvm..i deserved it very well done..

thx God for Your guiding..
i really do BELIEVE in YOU..
You plan my future and arrange it nicely..
i'll just do my best performance at it.. :)

thx to Bach as i really feel very well done after hearing his masterpiece, Air on G string..
love it damn much..it really such a relaxing piece esp when I had a problem..
Bach is so perfect of composing a piece of music and an unbelievable man to come out with his brilliant idea of making this melody out in the right tune..

tmr will be a short sch day..
10am can go back alr.. :)